who could have known
the second better than the first
such a change
at first sadness, but this joy
again
again
I want it
wishing I could always feel that happy
this dulled to the world's pain
but the good things are unusual
making them better
greater than myself
happy to be alive/alone
happy to be there
again
again
I need/don't it
gratitude
finding myself happy then
finding myself happy now