Apart so much I want to say so much I cannot waiting for something to come along finding something then knowing I can't be there tearing me apart leave me alone I want to be here but I want to be more you mean so much to me so much I cannot say I've been dying since you came along wanting something then knowing it won't be mine setting me apart I'll be alone I know I am here and I need to be there I have all that I need from you so why can't I let you be free from all of my shortcomings free to love the way you need this is tearing my soul asunder I want you to be happier than I have the power to give you I feel helpless when it comes to you but I want you to know I'll be here if you come back from there