Coward

anticlimactic
is how to describe me
I just float through this life
I never do anything special
I've never done anything great
and yet you seem to think highly of me

my greatest fear is that I am a coward
and that is the reason that I do nothing

I am like a drugstore skywalker
wanting to play the hero
only doing what will make me feel good
my past cannot be changed
but maybe the future is not set
am I living my life or my death

my greatest fear is that I am afraid
and that scares me half to death

now that it's too late
is when I want to seek action
isn't that the way it always goes?
I feel like I'm drunk
on my own insecurity
I can't steer myself straight