Sweet Confusion

the best thing in my life
and I can't figure it out
questions buzzing behind my forehead

my brain is tied to you
but I can't figure out how
stalemated chess game in my mind

sweet confusion of you
how am I to cope?
laugh while the band plays on
dance to the hysterics in my mind

and I can't live
life like this
anymore
it makes me sick

not even you can help
to get me through this life alive
I'm thinking of transcending

please stop me
you're the only one who can
I'm begging you

sweet confusion of you
how am I to cope?
laugh while the band plays on
dance to the hysterics in my mind

and I can't live
life like this
anymore
it makes me sick

if you killed me
I would love you forever
without the pain that love brings

love is an evil emotion
more an addiction than emotion
always leaving you wanting more than you can have

life should end
peacefully without
a love you call a friend

sweet confusion of you
how am I to cope?
laugh while the band plays on
dance to the hysterics in my mind