Why Would I Want to? but why would I want to? consider it done. feel myself weak needing to rest is it wrong to want to sleep and never wake up? can I be both here and there at the same time? my mental words are losing coherence I'm not anything anymore once you give up I will know that there is nothing for me to reach for nothing is right but why would I want to? close the book close my eyes to the world needing escape is it wrong to find solace in the mind's eye? or is my mind hopelessly blind to itself? my body is losing the glue that hinges I cannot go on I cannot go on I cannot go on I cannot go on I cannot go on I cannot go on you brought me more into this fight the fight that I had long since given up on you stirred my emotions and made me live again I never thought I would if you give up I cannot go on I'm nothing here without a friend a friend who knows I remember when I could use metaphor as an escape but now I only know sleep I want to fight again I want to be shown how to remember I want to know to live to go on but why would I want to?