enter my world
walk with me through this nothing
I made it for you
do you like it?
can you hear that?
the silence of my life long goal
waiting to be reached
I’m so far away
the road is full of rocks
and I am scared

nothing will aid me in this journey
this journey is made for nothing
this journey is made for you
do you think I should keep going?
why should I listen to you?
what made me want to listen to you in the first place?
why can’t you be real like before?
why can’t I be fake like before?
this game is too hard to win
I can’t open myself up anymore
I’m too scared

hope is dying
this place I crafted for you is fading
this place in my heart
but you didn’t like it
you never liked it
did you ever like me?
frustrating, isn’t it?
the lack of answers
I hate the questions so I don’t ask
I avoid them
the answers scare me

we don’t belong here
but we don’t belong together
you have yours
I have mine
I’m done making mine yours
you should be glad that I did for so long
but are you?
you made me look around
you made me open up
you made me…
free
scared
more alone than I ever have been before